trigger warning for surgery, bodies being cut open and blood and stuff

Holy shit, top surgery videos on youtube is a thing that exists.  Ugh I have all sorts of thoughts and feelings about this re: technology and tools of surgery (forks & knives)//transhumanism and monstrosity//surgeons vs. serial killers desire//bodies of human vs. non-human animals//disgust as a visceral reaction//"body vs. mind"//externalization of body fat that I can't articulate beyond that for now, but for now here is a video if you wanna watch something really fucking cool:



P.S. - Shit, if I ever get top surgery, I don't want to wake up for weeks after oh my gooood.